It started with the dawn, when I woke up happily: Because I know that she still the same, staying by my side. I was doing so fine, really fine. And I don’t care about anything as long as my girlfriend still beside me. Yeah, I was thinking like that, until I didn’t realize that she was holding an tightrope alone by herself. And it’s like a time fuse to me, when she ask to break up with me. How am I supposed to do..? Of course I don’t want to lose her, I still love her everyday, every hours, every minutes. And I want to continue loving her everyday, maybe could eternally if it’s possible. But, it doesn’t seem like that, she want me to let go of her.

How could I do that to her? It is impossible. She is the other half of my soul. My beating heart is belong to her: let go of her it means like hurting myself.

My head was full of questions. There are so many questions, that I can’t even answer any of them. So, I decide to ask her by myself. And the answer is so unexpected.

“Sha, don’t you think about it? Our gap of age is one of the reasons.”

It is… really doesn’t make sense. How could she think of it? The day that we were decide to be in a relationship, she should know that we can go through this together. Our age is didn’t matter in the name of Love.

And then, I was still thinking about it, again and again, day by day. I still can’t believe it. Until I realized, she was been trough a phase that I couldn’t understanding it. Maybe she get a too much pressure.

But, why? Why me? Among the problems that you had, why am I the one that you get rid of?

You push me away. And the fact, it’s hurting me so much, that I can’t even hate you. I’m just mad. I’m really mad about it. I’m not mad at you. I still love you.

If someday your feet can’t touch the ground

If someday your arms can’t feel my touch

If someday your eyes can’t see my face

I’ll carry you be there for you anytime of day

Forever is a long time, but I keep my words that I say to you

Together we can go far, as long as I’m with you.

I still love you, ‘till forever.

You’ll never be alone.